"The need to kill and sex drive come from the same place," I think to myself. The bus rounds the corner by the University. Commerce, people. Full circle. "But we don't just go about killing each other, not all of us. We compromise. Dominating eachother with communication... We deal out our little deaths--"
I smile. Little Deaths. Fucking genius.
"And as the snake is drowned/And there's a look in his eyes/My fear begins to fade/Recalling all of those times/I could have cried /I should have cried"
I wrote this note before-- I've spent too long ignoring myself to even know the signs. Brand myself as my feet break. Away from this, I expect my shame, but why don't I? I get this feeling that I know...
"Pictures keep on falling from the walls/The ghosts are still careening through the halls/The drunken neighbour sings his favourite song/In the stardust of the night before the dawn"
Well, that was a long time. I've been busy, blah blah blah.... Complete lies.
Anyway. You draw better when you're not drawing to measure up to someone's judgement. I cemented that for myself today. Maybe some day I'll cement for myself the fact that you're not supposed to give a shit about what people say when you do draw what you like. Hmm.
I think there was more to say, but it got lost a little.
"Can I reach it now/I'm not up here often/God only knows/And he ain't talkin'"
Sorry for the emo posts lately. Hmm. I'm at an odd spot in my life. It is akin to growing pains, like I mentioned previous, but a different connotation.
Good Lord, I have bad nerves.
...."I change my mind"? I write like I talk....
"I've gotta take a little time... A little time to think things over..."
- Misses the smell of new resin
- Thinks that analogue is purer than digital
- Understands you more than you'd like her to
- Thinks YetiYeti is insane
- Will buy and edit Space Adventure Cobra manga if translator is available
- Fucking loves Classical
- Pets her Dreamcast
- Has an intense predilection for 30-somethings