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Is being a romantic, like, obsolete or something?

I feel like... it's been cut out because it's uneeded. Maybe I'm just being dramatic. I really have to write, get this out of my system... Unending hits of the 80's making me gooey and hypersensitive to any kind of contradiction brought by their morals lol.

Is this just me...?

Come ride with me to the distant shore/We won't hesitate/Break down the garden's gate/There's not much time left today

The Guy On The Right Has Dark Skin

Doo doo doo, not much to say. Really..... Just..... I don't want to work anymore...... Such a crappy job.... If the staff weren't so great, I'd've been gone long ago.... AAAAAghhhhhhh, what's hanging over my shoulderrrrrrr..........................

"That's why I don't have an ulcer, because I know when to say I don't give a fuck."

I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream

Dangerous times we live in friends. Dangerous, dangerous... So much hanging on threads.

I must say... Oprah bored the fuck out of me today, talking about bi-polar disorder, and interviewing people who could not gain any control of their anxiety disorders. Perhaps such things are environmental. There has to be more education publicly on something so common-place.

Don't have much to say. Recent days have been a flurry of confusion and angst lol. Here, some Lao Tzu.

Its upper part is not dazzling; Its lower part is not obscure. Dimly visible, it cannot be named And returns to that which is without substance. This is called the shape that has no shape, The image that is without substance. This is called indistinct and shadowy. Go up to it and you will not see its head; Follow behind it and you will not see its rear...

Humming

*Hangs self*

Riddled with nightmares it seems... Caring for a sick child while a convent of makeshift nurses are impaled with invisible blades-- sounds like a movie. What a gross psychic sludge left in the morning.

Hey, you. Yeah, I mean You. You're not who you think you are. Think back to what you said earlier. Realized that you almost had it, you almost had me. I trusted you. What you said... I didn't remember you disagreeing with me.

I don't remember much, do I.

I'm not willing to talk to you yet. I don't have the heart on me to fight. I'm much too tired for that.

*dusts self*

Ah, to shed this... More to cut off...

I was acting rather brash and inconsiderate today...

Western Eyes

Strange. I had a dream some nights ago about assaulting this mentally ill woman whom I percieved would have harmed me or someone I loved had I not done so. To know the meaning and context of the dream fills me with conflicting emotions. The assaulting of my own illnesses, only to in retrospect be in regret of an over-reaction. I don't think this is that simple.... I would smite that within me... But I do not understand it.

I feel something building up, like water welling at the walls of a dam. It's nervous, and my old bones know its scent of danger.... But I just stare at it... Probably in shock. Or something else. Maybe I'm just waiting for it to break.

"They have values of a certain taste/The innocent they can hardly wait/To crucify invalidating/Turning to dishonesty."

Edit: I forgot to mention the marker that that picture was drawn with. It was my main weapon of choice though high school, when I wrote my first comic. I don't write much any more, so drawing with it evoked some strange nostalgia lol.

A Drunk Cabbie Or A Sober Carnie?

I dedicate this crappy picture of L to you, Kuri-chan, for being so cool. Yeah... I mean you.

IMMACULATE, THAT'S that freaking word, immaculate floor, immaculate filafle, immaculate sense of RHYZM.

What's this? It's DAY 3 of the all weekend Without Mother At Home Marathon, right here in my head, and I'm actually feeling really ok. Stick that in your pitre dish and grow it.

What a bloody kick I get out of grown men molesting each other. Episode 1 of the 2nd City Hunter series is what I'm talking about. Sure, Ryo, it's a sure fire way to freak someone out, but there's only so many times you can jokingly make yourself out to be a flaming gay before someone gets Turned On.

Still hammering away at that separation anxiety.

"Jon's car is winnier than Rob's car."